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Sunday, July 22, 2007
Thursday, April 26, 2007
Don't Hurt Me
not to break this fragile heart
you went and did it anyway
I just kept getting torn apart
I keep falling deeper
each time hurting worst then the last
I don't know how to stop this
I can't run from the past
I thought you were different
that you liked me for me
you seemed so kind and sweet
but I was too blind to see
you're eyes gave me hope
that I finally found true love
you're smile made me believe
that there was a god above
it all came crashing down
of course what else is new
nothing in my life goes right
hurt is all I ever do
so I'm giving up on loving you
on you pretending you still care
because in the end I wont have you
You were never really there!
Tere Liye
sambhal kar baitha hoo ise tere ikrar ke liye
chahe to hame mile ya na mile
hame to jeena hai teri ik muskurahat ke liye
sanson mein basi hai khushboo teri
woh phoolon ke khilne jaisi hansi teri
pagalpan tha mera jo tujhe apna bana na saka
hamesha ke liye tujhe is dil mein basa na saka
dekhta hoon tujhe to sochta hoon
aisa kya hai tere mein
jo mujhe teri aur kheechta hai
itna sab kuch hone ke baad bhee
kyun yeh dil tere liye hee dhadakta hai
koshish to bahut kee maine tujhe bhulane kee
lekin lagta tha jaise koshish kar reha hoo khud hee ko mitane kee
kaash khud hee khud ko main mita sakta
hamesha ke liye tuje main bhula sakta
kisi dikhaye ham gam apna
kaun hai jise ham kahe apna
isliye sada hanste hasate rehte hain
hansi ke peeche gham ko chupaye rehte hain
tere saath bitaye hue lamhon kee yaad jab aati hai
toote hue dil ko andar tak jhakjhor deti hai(yeh jor deti hai)
bahut rokta hoon khud ko lekin
yeh aankh aakhir mein chalak hee jati hai
na mila pyar hame is jeevan mein to kya hua
kuch lamhon ke liye tera didar to hua
unhi lamhon ke sahare hum jee lenge
dil ke is dard ko jehar kee tarah pee lenge
apni hee galti se tujhe main pa na ska
khone ke baad bhee tujhe is dil se nikal na saka
Chahe Jitni
aankhon mein tasvir tumhari basi hai
chahe jitne bhee gham de yeh jamana
hume to sabse pyari tumhari hansi hai
chahe jitni bhee baatein bolun roz
aant mein is jubaan par tera hee naaam hota hai
chahe jitni bhee kosish kare yeh dil bhulne kee
aant mein yein teri yaad mein hee rota hai
chahe jitni baar bhee milun tujhse
har bar milne kee nayi umang hoti hai
chahe kuch bhee ho jaye
mere liye to tera pyar ek madhoshi hai
chahe jitni chahe jitni chahe jitni!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Decisions
I came across this dialogue in watching a movie and here it goes……………
A guy who is in lots of trouble looks up towards the sky and shouts “Zinda hun….Main bhee Zinda hun” and the sky replies “ mujhe kyun shikayat kar rahe ho, yeh zindagi tumhari hai , is zindagi ke fainsle tumhare hain…so jis se tum guzar rahe ho tumhare hee faisle the, so mujhe mat shikayat karo”
Kitni sahi baat hai yeh hamarai zindagi hai aur hamein haq hai hum jis tarah marji ise jayen par kya is zindagi ke sare fainsle bhe hamare hain…………????????? Do we really take our own decisions without any force……? Ok this life is ours but from childhood only we have to admit the decisions our parents take…ok at that time we are not mature enough to take decisions so its ok….but when we grow up do we take decisions for ourselves….no the decisions are taken by the situation we are in , the society we are in……..we always take decisions dependent on the circumstances and never our own decisions………but why is this so why cant we take the decisions of our will …why we are sometimes forced or sometimes helplessly moved into decisions that we don’t want………..and if we do that with our own consent why do we then repent our decisions??????
I don’t know the answer but I think its because we sometimes care for others more than we do for ourself that we are forced to take decisions other like, we sacrifice our happiness for them so that they can be happy…no matter how much we suffer due to that decision , no matter how much pain we undergo we never show it , and always show that we are happy so that others can be happy…….
Though this Life is ours but the Decisions never are……………….
Sunday, March 11, 2007
I was Just Never in it

and i was just never in it,
I dint realised it earlier and thought that i was fighting against destiny but instead i was fighting with myself only
and i was just never in it,
The early jubilations gave me hope but instead i came to know that these hopes are just as false as a girl's promise
and i was just never in it,
I dint wanted to be sad and frustrated and wanted to be calm but instead my heart as well as brain are crying over my present state
and i was just never in it,
I thought i can use the chances that are given to me and show my caliber but instead chances used me and i made a mockery of myself
and i was just never in it,
I always believed truth and hardwork always pays but instead i paid my life my innocent moments over it
and i was just never in it,
I believed true love is sacred and it always cherishes u but instead it is one of the most ridiculous things that can happen to a person and it makes u a useless helpless creature
and i was just never in it,
I always preferred self respect over anything but instead today i am the pitiful guy everybody laughs at
and i was just never in it,
In the end i know one thing doesn't matter how hard u try u get what u deserve and i believed i deserved this only ....
i was just never in it...
i was just never in it.....
Where did We go Wrong
We were together, we were one
We were a melody in a harmonious song
Me the notes ,you the music
But, now it seems to be gone
We cannot change the things we have done
We can not change the past
We can learn from our mistakes
To make our friendship last
Where did it slip away
In just a brief time
Where did we go wrong
That I am not yours, and you're not mine
That we have turned into strangers
I apologize for what I done
Or was it something I did not do
Please help me to understand
Where did we go wrong
I apologize from my entire heart