I was Just Never in it

I thought i was playing the game but instead the game was playing with me
and i was just never in it,

I dint realised it earlier and thought that i was fighting against destiny but instead i was fighting with myself only
and i was just never in it,

The early jubilations gave me hope but instead i came to know that these hopes are just as false as a girl's promise
and i was just never in it,

I dint wanted to be sad and frustrated and wanted to be calm but instead my heart as well as brain are crying over my present state
and i was just never in it,

I thought i can use the chances that are given to me and show my caliber but instead chances used me and i made a mockery of myself
and i was just never in it,

I always believed truth and hardwork always pays but instead i paid my life my innocent moments over it
and i was just never in it,

I believed true love is sacred and it always cherishes u but instead it is one of the most ridiculous things that can happen to a person and it makes u a useless helpless creature
and i was just never in it,

I always preferred self respect over anything but instead today i am the pitiful guy everybody laughs at
and i was just never in it,

In the end i know one thing doesn't matter how hard u try u get what u deserve and i believed i deserved this only ....

i was just never in it...
i was just never in it.....

Written By:- Sammy